laman ng panaginip

no matter how much i try to forget that it happened, it will never not have happened...we'll always be... - Robin Scherbatsky.

unfinished...most of the time its just too difficult, too expensive, too scary...its only when youve stopped that you realize its hard to start again. so you force yourself not to want it. but its always there. and until you finish it, it will always be... - Ted Mosby

may ilang bagay sa buhay ang akala mo tapos na pero di pa pala. pilit kinukumbinsi ang sarili na wala nang kailangan pang gawin. ngunit minsan, may tamang paraan para tapusin ang ilang mga bagay. at hangga't hindi tinatapos sa wastong paraan, mananatili itong bukas at mananatiling laman ng isipan at kalooban. isang kasinungalingan sa sarili ang basta pagtalikod at pag-iwas ng di hinaharap ng mabuti ang mapait na katotohanan.

fall out boy estong

nag-ahit dahil nagbabakasakali na masilayan ang "anak ni aling nena" pag punta sa tindahan. kaya lang tinamad lumabas ng bahay dahil nawalan ng gana. ano naman ang silbi ang makita ang "anak ni aling nena" kung hanggang dun lang? patingin-tingin, pabili-bili, di naman makadiskarte. kung may magawa man, mauuwi din sa pagpapaliwanag na "busy ako eh. next time na lang" dahil bukod sa busy nga naman talaga, nagsawa na naman ulit. o kaya walang pera dahil walang trabaho sa ngayon. haay. nauwi na lang sa pagmumuni muni at pagkanta ng lyrics na "o baby you're a classic, like a little black dress. youre a faded moon stuck on a little hot mess" na sinundan ng "and all i can think of is the way im the one who charmed the one who gave up on you." haaay. ganyan talaga ang buhay. 

Haay. Journey's End. Bow

Edward Elric: [before boarding the train] Winry...

Winry Rockbell: What is it? Give it to me straight. 

Edward Elric: It's Equivalent Exchange!

Winry Rockbell: Huh?

Edward Elric: I'll give you half of my life, so give me half of yours!

Winry Rockbell: (Sigh with facepalm) Geez, why are Alchemists like this? Saying stuff like "Law of Equivalent Exchange...How stupid can you get!?

Edward Elric: What did you say?!

Winry Rockbell: You're an idiot. You want half? I'll give you all of it. [Awkward moment] A-actually, not all of it. Well, 90 percent...actually maybe 80 percent...not 70 percent...how about 85 percent? That's right, i can give you that much

Edward Elric: [Laughs]

Winry Rockbell: What?! Ed!

Edward Elric: Youre incredible, as i thought. You overturned the Law of Equivalent Exchange like it was nothing.

Winry Rockbell: Whats that supposed to mean? Are you making fun of me?

Edward Elric: I'm not. I feel much better now. Thank you. I'll be back

Winry Rockbell: Yup. Take care

[Edward Elric leaves on a train]

Stranger: Oh my, Edward's also gone on a journey? They should stay put a little more.

Winry Rockbell: This is what's best for them. Guys that stay put are boring anyway.

umiling na lang

nag-ring ang cellphone, ringtone ko ay "shake yer head". imbis na kantahin na "i saw it coming around", pinalitan nya ang lyrics at kinanta "i keep on falling in love". at tinuloy ang kanta..."and so i juuussst, yeah, shook my head and walked away". 

What does the last text message in your inbox say?

"uy wag ka munang mag-good night dyan. nagpaload na po ako para makatext ka, para di ka na magtampo"

haay. ang arte ko kasi. pero aaminin ko, na-touch ako dun ah. kahit maghahating gabi na, nagpaload pa. ang problema ay...pakiramdam ko bola pa din eh. naiintindihan ko na kung bakit may mga babae na mahirap kumbinsihin na nagsasabi ako ng totoo pag may sinasabi ako na gusto ko seryosohin sana.